Bullshxt.

Soo i've really been fkn up latly and im sure everyone 'close' to me can see that. I'm sitting here on lonely friday and my compue is the only thing lighting up my room. I've just been doing bullshxt for most of these couple of months and I'm sooo confused on life. It's like. How do people expect me to be real when they get hurt in the process, which is my biggest strength and my biggest weakness. The phobia of hurting other people, but its stupid. because in the process i end up hurting people subcounciously or however you spell it. But yeahh. alot of the peopl who are getting the best of me sometimes shouldnt deserve it and some of the people that get the worst should get more of the best...so i'm gonna pay some homage in this blog. If you get mad at the pros and cons i throw out. So be it:





Malik, Malik, Malik. Besides Britt, you get some of the worst verbal treatment that I can process through my mind. Lol. But for some weird reason, i like you. I see too much of myself in you for me to leave you alone. You're like my lil bro. Id just rather call you other shxt instead of that. Youre almost as smart as Gordon & I although. youre like a walking symbol of bad luck. Youre always fkn up. lol. But youre so opimistic that you can put a smile on your face and keep going head first. I admire that. It's something that you should never change about yourself. Ily dude. Brotherhoods dnt need a no homo.






Lol, youre soooo pissed at me right now. Lol. But I still love you even though you hate me right now. YOU my good friend really deserve the best of me the way you always stick your neck out there for me and other people. You are one on of the few people I can really lean on, although id rather bad mouth and ignore you. Which half of the time is out of love. I mean I always take you for granted, you call everyday no matter if I called back or not. You tell me goodnite& i love you no matter what,you tell me good morning and have a good day before i even wake up sometimes. Youre like the only personthat does that ithut aking fr anything i return! Youd rather give than get. And thats what god wants on this world. Youre just not good at picking friends. lol. like me. And I really am sorry for what I did and like I said, I understand if you dnt wanna talk or have anything to do with me anymore. But dont keep your guard up because youll end up missing that one friend thatll treat you the way you want to. Youre going to be famous and youre probably going to own the True Life company and a sushi restaurant when you grow up. And youll own your own magazine. I cant wait to pick one up at Wal-Mart. lmfao. But yeah. Youre great, Brittni. A great person && friend. I guess you dnt know what you got until lose it. S-M-H.






Anoher person that I 'slick' take advanage of. My rival. Brother. Annd Best Friend. We go neck-to-neck in everything. Our existence is either for teamwork or competition. But we've been through thick && thin ever since we met. We've been stuck together. We even almost look alike. lol. But youre in the hospital right now, and it took Malik to put me on 3-way for me to actually speak to you after your/our mom asked me several times to call you. Thats pretty fkd up with me saying your my bro.I just hope you're alright dude. I reall cant lose you...dead ass. Ily man.





Ehhhh look whos here. Endia Desiree Hubbard. That ONE chick i couldnt get rid of if I want to. I appluad you Babe. Your the only female with enough patience to put up with me for almost 11 months and counting without cutting me off for a period of time. You more or less take me for granted but im not her to talk about that. You put up with alot of my mood swings, and who knows how many times ive made you cry. But people only see the outside. Which is "Endia is always bitching you out Ant" "Aww youre Endia's little puppy", ect, ect. Which is Bullshxt. So I don't stunt it. Although you do get attitudes and I feel like saying a couple things to your face, which yes, I am crazy enough to do and have done before. But you get most of the best of me and ask so much of me. Youre so spoiled. But im not complaining. I just wish youd kinda drop the attitude a bit moe than a little bit. Then maybe I can do what I need to do. Lol. But I love you with every fiber of my being, and im not scared to say it. Im sprung. :o I said it. You happy? Thats all gotta say, l0V3MUFFIN ily.


I feel kinda better about myself I guess. Idk if Ill solve my phobia though. You have to hurt people whether you like it or not and I haven't accepted it yet. Sooo i'll keep you posted on that.in the meantime peaceee.

Sneakerheadssss. <3

Lmao. If anybody knows or has even seen me they know I always have something exclusive on my feet. Deadddd serious. Bet nobdy has those Supra's in that pic up there. :] Buty yeah, as biggheaded as I personally know some people who go me. Swiss got me (you guys dont know who he is.) And just this week I saw vid of one of my homeboys who I never knew was thiS flyy. Anddd now i'm going to share this amazeent with you guys. Here it goesssthis is ALMOST a dojo for kicks:






Go ahead and put your tounge back in your mouth...I had to do the same. Its quite beautiful, some of you don't even knoow some of the shoes he showed. But I DO...THOSE ARE $300-UP shoes. Even the Jordans. So all you peoplle coping 100 dollar J's, they arent retro's. Sorry to say. They're rea Jordans, but if you told a Sneakerhead how much you got em' for....they'd laugh in your face. Lmfao. so keep that in mind kids. That's all for now though. I'm out.

Who said True Religion was wack??

Yoo, i'm a fan of bucket hats. If you don't know what those are they are the 'eskimo' hats that people have. Ive seen som sexy/good lookin ones, but these take the cake. dead azz.











Yeahhh you want one huh??? Lmfao. Yeah; im gonna try to cop one for Xmas. Nah mean ? These hats are dopeee. But thanks to Conceited for showing this to me. Hre is a live vid of and im outtt.

Skinnies --

Skinny Jeans keeps a niqqa bisquit from it slipping. Lmao, yo. these have been like the Fashion neccisitiy of the year. like everyone wears em'! Kayne West, Lil Wayne, Common, Kid Cudi, Actors, Kids, Fashion designers, ME. Lol. But yeah, i'm making this shxt to vent. WHERE THE FK DO PEOPLE GET OFF SAYING THAT SKINNY JEANS ARE FOR GAY PEOPLE!? Like that's pureeee iggnorance. lol. dead ass. I wear skinny jeans and im one of the straightest dudes out. Like my mom & i got into this huge arguement about whether skinnies are gay or not. And they arent! lol, i never thought somebody could 'dress' in a way that was gay. half of the time the dudes in skinnies get more girls then the dudes that are so self-concious about themselves that they think that somebody will call them gay because of the way thier jeans fit. I mean. Skinny Jeans have been out since like RUN DMC. Dead azz. And it's just a stero-type to say that a 'black-person' is veiwed as a guy with a long tee shirt, baggy jeans and basketball shoes. THATS racist. People dont even know it. There'sno such thing as a white boy-black boy trend. Like seriously, who ever said that black people didn't wear collared shirts and tight jeans back then? Preppy have been used by black people since like the 60's. Same for white guys, what makes a white person have the classification of tight shirts, tight jeans and skateboard shoes. Everyone is racist. Because we'd think of a trend as a race. There isn't a trademark thing for a black, white, chinese, japense, hispanic, ect person. NO SUCH THING. There maybe cultural clothes. But those are ALSO styles and trends that made an impact, and who is anbody to tell anybody that they cant wear something because of thier sexualit, race, status or whatever. FASHION IS SOMETHING THAT EXPRESSES HOW YOU FEEL. There shouldn't be any kind of 2nd thoughts about fashion. If you wanna wear it, then wear it. N matter how bad it looks. America needs confidence. We have a low-self esteem if you really look at it, we always care about what the next guy thinks and it clouds wtf we really want because you want to keep that rep that you've always had. So what if somebody thinks you're gay because you wear skinny jeans??? im confident in my sexuality to eff you. Like seriously, i dont careeee if you think i'm homo for wearing different color jeans, I KNOW IM STRAIGHT...so what does it matter to you? Like, it makes no sense. You cant just look at somebod's outfit and be like "hmmm...he's gay". NO. You cant. Like here's some examples:






FKN KAYNE ! He's like one of the flyest in the fkn game, yet everybody knocks him for his style. Like dead serious, he has his own LV SHOES! Is LV gay? He has Pastelle! That ish isnt even in store yet! He STARTED the whole Polo trend in a way. He brought it to the light of all these oversized clothes. Yet you call him gay because of the wa he cuts his hair and wears his clothes. Really? That's iggnorant to the 5th power. He has one of the baddest chicks ever. Like He made a WHOLE MIXTAPE ABOUT HIS PAST GIRLFRIENDS AND HIS MOM. What more do you need to know this guys is straight? Look at his chick:




besides the hair that chickk is fkn BADDD. Lol sorry endia. But this chick is fkn BADDDDDDD. Lmao. So is she just a front to hide his homo? Here's another example.







Pharell. This guy is like a fkn millionaire. He's been providing the people who call other people that wear skinnies gay with music that YOU bump. So what? You listen to music a gay guy makes? Iggnorance. He is like pure fashion. He's worldwide. He has his own skateboard team. He wears skinny jeans. He has pictures him next to a effing
girls boob.






Now I bet some STRAIGHT dudes hasn't even been that close to a tit in thier whole life. if that isn't straight I don't know what is. That's all the proof I need for Pharrell. Now here's the BIG example.







WEEZY FKN BABY. Lol. How many times do people say Lil Wayne is a fag. or homo. or gay. ect? Probably as many times as how many girls hes fkd in his lifetime. Like the dude has been married, had a kid, divorced and has been popping dames ever since. Like he even sends syblimnols out "Even Gwen Steffani couldn't reisit me." That chick is badd. I mean the dude makes songs for the ladies life every two weeks. He made a song about eating Puxxy. But he kisses his dad or foster dad and he's gay? Fk outta here. Have you seen the girls he's fkd?




















LIKE SERIOUSLY???? He's had like a baby with three of those girls I just put up there. He's STILL gay? JUST because he wears skinny jeans???? Come on now. Like seriously. That's all I need to prove about the situation. Me? I have a girlfriend thank you very much. So I can still stunt with my skinnies mofo. Lol. So yeahh. That's all the proof I need to show you people that most people that wear skinny jeans arent gay. Some may be gay, but dont classify it as a WHOLE. Like dead serious. Now if your crew looks like this:








....thennnnn maybe you can assume some things (lmfao fkn faggots).. but if you see a dude wearing skinnies like this:





then it's ust a dope fashion and it shouldnt be called as 'gay' unless you have solid proof. So that's it im out. First blog in a long time, im gonna do this alot often nowww. Thanks britt for forcing me to do it. <3






-Soopal out.-

School. Blehh.

Waking up at 6:00 am ALL over again is a blurr. This summer went by MEGA fast, just yesterday I was telling everyone see you in 11th grade...here I am, saying wussup to everyone IN 11TH GRADE. But yeah, I got ALL core classes and ish. This is the year that matters the most mann. I'm nervous. But I really gotta change my attidtude and start getting on this work, friends andishh can wait when I'm done. But school is fun, i'm like in at least the Top 7 freshest boys in the school, and I swear i'm getting best dressed this year, i'm goin in now. I got some kind of 'new found' swag I guess, or maybe its just cause the school started. Either way, the people like it. Lol. I love my girl. Like dead ass, although I feel like she doesn't know what she has in front of her and im the only one that can deal with her axx, I'm still very in love with her. Chicks throwing themselves at me, its weird how when youre single, nobody wants you and when you get with somebody, everyone wants to try to take you away from that person. I guess it's cause they see what they could've had. Oh well, thats life. All my classes are cool, don;t got nobody I dislike in my class, although I get along with basically everyone. But yeah, funny classes. Band? Blehhhhhh!!! I need to get back on it, i'm STILL rusty. I don't wanna go to practice and look like a fool. But yeahhh, thats it. I'll have more in like 5 minutes...bout to fnish this homework real quick.

OMG ! HE'S BACKKKKK!!!

Lmao, yeahh. The title explains everything. I mean...i've been busy as heck. I kept telling myselff toooo go ahead an update this ish. but never got to it. So now im back. Get ready for some blogs baby. i'm about to start doing this ish daily. naw mean. AND. I'm going to start revealing new ishh. Fashion and Music wise. I'm trying to get my blog out there naww mean? Lmao. But yeah. Lets do this.

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